Good morning everyone. Thanks to those who contacted me about not seeing my post.  I was at Laurel Caverns and was not able to post it.

Deuteronomy chapter 1.
Moses is giving some of his final words before he dies and the Israelites go over into the
Promised Land. He reminds them of what God has done and reminds them of their
mistakes. They were to remember the following:
1. How God delivered them from Egypt as He promised.
2. How God increased their numbers as He promised.
3. How God developed leaders to help take the burden off from Moses.
4. How God got them to the Promised Land and told them to take the Promised Land. He
said don't be afraid or discouraged.
5. Instead they rebelled against God out of fear.
6. Then they rebelled against God out of arrogance.
7. As a result they suffered terrible consequences.
I could approach this chapter being very general about how we all at times struggle like the
Israelites did. But since it's an area that I struggle with more often than I want, I will make it
personal.
As I look back on my life I can see how God helped me grow in so many ways. He helped
me to overcome a problem of feeling like nobody liked me. He gave me confidence and
compassion to stand before others and share his word. He allowed me to go through very
difficult times, that actually helped me grow to be a better man. And God has put me in
places of ministry, in the church and in the places of employment where he helped me carry
out the responsibilities required. There are always failures and successes. But He has
helped me to grow where he has called me.
When God puts me in a new place, I'm always challenged and stretched by God. I am told
not to be afraid or be discouraged. But I do get discouraged and do get afraid. I'm more apt
to feel I can't do something versus being so overconfident that I don't need God.
God called me to Edinboro Camp & Retreat center, and Though I do see God doing great
things at Edinboro Camp & Retreat center, I can't help but still feel overwhelmed and feel
like he called the wrong person. I don't feel qualified. But God is stretching me. A friend told
me God doesn't call the qualified, he qualifies the called. I have to learn that when God puts
us in a new place, he says Don't be afraid or discouraged, because God knows we will be
stretched and challenged. We will face difficult times but he will be with us and help us get
through it and we will become wiser and better and more experienced and more qualified.
We will grow!